SOOOO

I was talking Abt a poem before right? (I mentioned it once)

and basically we had to write two poems for a project in English, and we did ofc

I had to do a metaphor poem and a song thing ig??

so I did them and me being depressed made the most depressing shit ever-

but today we got our results back, I got a 19/20 (probably the highest in the class- almost nobody got 90%)

but on the thing my teacher gave me, he wrote

"(real name), very strong prose and figurative language. Haunting content though. if you need to talk to someone, please don't hesitate to ask."

LIKE BRUH-

I only have one poem, but I'll try to remember the second one-

I wrote

when you came to me,

my heart was like a tumor,

wanting to break free.

the beating intensified,

my chest and it were in a brutal fight.

before I was choked and broke by this folk,

I was a bear with no mercy.

but then your pupils looking at me filled my heart with urgency!

Lost & found

am I really crowned?

is my blood only filled with anger?

oh, all my life I was only sinister.

Found them lost

my life is the cost.

if I fall, I'll have no avail.

My heart,

you can tear it apart!

and then my other one that I gave to him (trying to remember)

I'm okay.

that's what i've been told to say.

tears flood the room.

the thoughts will come again soon.

my blanket is like a warm hug

making me forget how alone I am on this rug.

utensils scrape my skin.

I want to start again.

I'll go along with the games they play.

I find now, I'm not okay.

LIKE ERM..............

IM NOT SUICIDAL WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!