GUYS GUYS GUSY GUSY GSUSGGSYSG

me when he makes me not wanna kms:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYY

he so nice and kind and handsome and nice and kind and smart and I love him smmmmm

RAAHAHAHSFYDUWKGBW

he says yea like yeha like he's laughinggg

he's so nicceeee I love himmmmmm

<3

I hear the discord sound and see its from him and say "POOKIEE"

LIKE AUUGHHH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PLLZZZ

LIKE THIS IS WHAT I SAW WHEN I SAW HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME

LITERALLY BRO LIKE AAAUHugSUGDi

he's an angel, a gift sent down from the heavens, I swear to our Lord and savior Jesus Christ

HES AMAIAIXKJN KWNNSUWHSANJHJ AAAAAAAAHHHH

I'm going insane <3

but IDC bc HIIMMMMMM

HOWDY

here are some random things I can remember from recently

"I have to go back to the dog pound!! 5 course meal!!" the Asian kid in my class-

"molly can shut up and suck it up." - when I was trying to play moody molly with someone-

"BUDDY EACH FUCKING STEP HE TAKES CAUSES A 10.9 EARTHQUAKE... AND THATS NOT EVEN RECORDED IN HISTORY... YOU KNOW WHy ITS SNOWING AGAIN?? BECAUSE [name] WAS SCRATCHING HIS GREASY HAIR AND ALL THE DANDRUFF CAME OUT TO CANADA MAN..." - me and my friends making fun of somebody

"DONT LET YOUR INNER DENTIST COME OUT PLEASE" - my friend when I start saying threats related to teeth

"Ms teacher how to I get the ball into the other ball?" - me, and then someone said foreskin and I bursted out laughing in front of the strict ass teacher

"I gave it to that one bc it wears pins" - my guy friend when someone asked him why he gave me his pin

"you're shaking the floor- NAH.... AINT NO WAY YOUR ASS IS THAT MASSIVE..." - me when my brother walks

"you look like Mr. Clean" - me when my brother got a buzz cut (HELP ME I HATE IT)

"I'm looking at an ugly ass beaver who should go back to biting and chomping down on her piece of fucking wood to make her poor ass self a home instead of using all of daddy's money." - me when someone said 'what are you looking at furry?'

"I will eat up that moldy cheese" - my brother just now-

"you look like fucking 'you are my sunshine... my only sunshine..' buddy what the hell- fucking inverted color lebron-" - me looking at my brother (I hate that song with a bright passion bc somebody loves to ruin things bro-)

SOOOO

I was talking Abt a poem before right? (I mentioned it once)

and basically we had to write two poems for a project in English, and we did ofc

I had to do a metaphor poem and a song thing ig??

so I did them and me being depressed made the most depressing shit ever-

but today we got our results back, I got a 19/20 (probably the highest in the class- almost nobody got 90%)

but on the thing my teacher gave me, he wrote

"(real name), very strong prose and figurative language. Haunting content though. if you need to talk to someone, please don't hesitate to ask."

LIKE BRUH-

I only have one poem, but I'll try to remember the second one-

I wrote

when you came to me,

my heart was like a tumor,

wanting to break free.

the beating intensified,

my chest and it were in a brutal fight.

before I was choked and broke by this folk,

I was a bear with no mercy.

but then your pupils looking at me filled my heart with urgency!

Lost & found

am I really crowned?

is my blood only filled with anger?

oh, all my life I was only sinister.

Found them lost

my life is the cost.

if I fall, I'll have no avail.

My heart,

you can tear it apart!

and then my other one that I gave to him (trying to remember)

I'm okay.

that's what i've been told to say.

tears flood the room.

the thoughts will come again soon.

my blanket is like a warm hug

making me forget how alone I am on this rug.

utensils scrape my skin.

I want to start again.

I'll go along with the games they play.

I find now, I'm not okay.

LIKE ERM..............

IM NOT SUICIDAL WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!

OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY

SO

(this is a fucked up family I'm not going into detail)

THERE IS MATTIAS (the boy with the mask), TOBIAS (the boy with icy blue eyes in the first couple of panels, it was a flashback to when Tobias and Mattias were kids), AND THEN STANLEY (the other kid)

SO MATTIAS HAD A FLASHBACK OF TOBIAS, AND HES SCARED OF TOBIAS BC HE'S A LITTLE UNHINGED (ME!!) AND HE GOT A FLASHBACK BUT IT WAS JUST A HALLUCINATION, SO MATTIAS THOUGHT THAT TOBIAS WAS ABOUT TO KILL HIM BUT IT WAS ONLY STANLEY TRYING TO SHOW HIM A BUG, BUT HE PUSHED STANLEY

imma start ranting istg bro-

I LOVE THIS COMIC!!

I BUILD MY PERSONALITY AROUND THESE CHARACTERS!!

also here's my smule lmao

https://www.smule.com/sing-recording/3150122037_4850059849

(recent and fav song- I got a lil angy)

https://www.smule.com/demesticpico

(my full acc)

SING WITH ME OR ELSE

YOU DIE!!!!

yall we got the results back from a social and a science test today

science killed me-

29/35

I guess its not that bad, but oh well ^^

AND I FUCKING COOKED ON THE SOCIAL TEST

BRO I KNOW SO FUCKING MUCH ABT HOW MY COUNTRY WAS MADEE

58/61

SIXTY ONE QUESTIONS, AND I GOT FIFTY EIGHT RIGHT

RRAHHH

also I cant stop drawing tiny Gojo's on my sheets-

I drew one on my math sheet today, MANY on my test, and MANY MORE on my desks, and ofc in my journal

speaking of which, this girl keeps on trying to read my journal

honestly I let her

I said today "go ahead. there's nothing in there that would concern you. its.. hm.. lemme see.. its all just hatred writings, suicide, oh we have some- A LOT of anger towards people.. hm, oh, writing about bullies, self hatred, dismantling? okay- uh- more self hatred. repeating words, anddd yea that's the more recent writings"

she gave it back after reading a bit and said it was boring

i went to the pool yesterday, big one in the city (it has a wave pool)

and while i was in the changing rooms, my little sister looked at my arms and legs and said "you have a lot of cuts" (shes 6)

and i said "dont."

teehee!! my mother didnt question the cuts tho soo yayyy

also when i was in the wave pool i almost fuckin drowned, i swallowed so much water and got hit by so many people

not to mention my mom also yelled at me when we were there-

another kid was staring at me while I was in line for smith, and I just smiled and said "hi there!!" in the nicest voice I could muster

then she gave me the stink eye

I got lost in a whole bunch of stairs, and I didn't even get to go on a slide I wanted too

I went to my friends house dressed as a cowboy with another one of my friends did as well

that was fun bc yes I got to scream and put on accents 👍

we had a nirvana cake at her birfday and it was just Kurt Cobain on the cake, so I grabbed my gun and shot myself and said "damn is that a Kurt nobrain on the cake? that's mind blowing"

RAHH

IM A COWBOYYY ON A STEEL HORSE I RIDDEEE IM WANTEDDD DEAD OR ALIVEEE

the amazing cake

me as a cowboy (again but better)

I sang the song you wrote

repeat over and over again

Eventually you will fall in love

joy sadness worried

I sang a song for you

I wanted to know how you feel

Eventually you grew old

Thank you, thank you for everything

(I won't forget you)

You'll die but I won't die

What will we sing in 100 years?

You're going to die but I don't know

that there is an end

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

i won't die

I...

i love this song sm

GUYS THE COWBOY IS MEWING

RAHHH

IM THE SHUCKIEST SHUCK FACED SHUCK THERE EVER WAS IN THE SHUCKIEST SHUCKS SHUCK HISTORY BOOKS

RAHHH I LOVE WESTERN DAYY

IM A COWBOYY

ON A STEEL HORSE I RIDDEE

IM WANTED

(WANTEDDD)

DEAD OR ALIVEEE

we're gonna start off with random photos of me bc idfk

hahahahaaa i love fire <3

bro my school be going crazyy they got a fuckin truck hanging off of that thing man

IT FUCKING SNOWED AGAIN. ITS SPRING. STOP IT WINTER.

anyways yea

idfk