lowkey might quit ng

im never here anyways

and it takes long to post art

should i?

sorgy :(

*hits u with a metal pipe*

HI THERE EVERYBODY

ITS ME

THE ONE YOU NEVER SEE ANYMORE LMFAO

so yes yes hello hello im here for now

sorry i was gone for so long 😭

hmmm big events that happened...

oh my dad died so thats silly!!

and my grandmas dog died, but i was with her for my entire life so that had a big impact on me, she also saved my life

but thats okay!!!!!!!

i do have some art that i needa post, but we're going through a heatwave and ion really feel like it sighhh

thats fine iggggggg

but yea!!!!

also dont say sorry about my fathers death, im not sad abt it. laugh at it for all i care.

bye bye!!

hi guys

sorry for not being on as much

life is stressful lmaooo

thats not an excuse

anyways

summers coming up! yay!

but yea, its the end of the school year

im just kinda occupied with finals, family, assignments, mental health and therapy n stuff

i do have some art

i might post it later

or not

but even tho i might not be on here much

im not quitting this site.

thats one thing that i know

but yeahhhhhhhhh

bye byeeeeeeeeee

guess what today is

yayy im a year closer to my deathhhh <3

happy peeko dey

guys look at him

he's my child

I love him

(his hair was like 5215 coins)

I'm gonna get more things for him

what should his name be

and should I draw him

BYE BYEEEEE

GUYS GUYS GUSY GUSY GSUSGGSYSG

me when he makes me not wanna kms:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYY

he so nice and kind and handsome and nice and kind and smart and I love him smmmmm

RAAHAHAHSFYDUWKGBW

he says yea like yeha like he's laughinggg

he's so nicceeee I love himmmmmm

<3

I hear the discord sound and see its from him and say "POOKIEE"

LIKE AUUGHHH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PLLZZZ

LIKE THIS IS WHAT I SAW WHEN I SAW HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME

LITERALLY BRO LIKE AAAUHugSUGDi

he's an angel, a gift sent down from the heavens, I swear to our Lord and savior Jesus Christ

HES AMAIAIXKJN KWNNSUWHSANJHJ AAAAAAAAHHHH

I'm going insane <3

but IDC bc HIIMMMMMM

HOWDY

here are some random things I can remember from recently

"I have to go back to the dog pound!! 5 course meal!!" the Asian kid in my class-

"molly can shut up and suck it up." - when I was trying to play moody molly with someone-

"BUDDY EACH FUCKING STEP HE TAKES CAUSES A 10.9 EARTHQUAKE... AND THATS NOT EVEN RECORDED IN HISTORY... YOU KNOW WHy ITS SNOWING AGAIN?? BECAUSE [name] WAS SCRATCHING HIS GREASY HAIR AND ALL THE DANDRUFF CAME OUT TO CANADA MAN..." - me and my friends making fun of somebody

"DONT LET YOUR INNER DENTIST COME OUT PLEASE" - my friend when I start saying threats related to teeth

"Ms teacher how to I get the ball into the other ball?" - me, and then someone said foreskin and I bursted out laughing in front of the strict ass teacher

"I gave it to that one bc it wears pins" - my guy friend when someone asked him why he gave me his pin

"you're shaking the floor- NAH.... AINT NO WAY YOUR ASS IS THAT MASSIVE..." - me when my brother walks

"you look like Mr. Clean" - me when my brother got a buzz cut (HELP ME I HATE IT)

"I'm looking at an ugly ass beaver who should go back to biting and chomping down on her piece of fucking wood to make her poor ass self a home instead of using all of daddy's money." - me when someone said 'what are you looking at furry?'

"I will eat up that moldy cheese" - my brother just now-

"you look like fucking 'you are my sunshine... my only sunshine..' buddy what the hell- fucking inverted color lebron-" - me looking at my brother (I hate that song with a bright passion bc somebody loves to ruin things bro-)

SOOOO

I was talking Abt a poem before right? (I mentioned it once)

and basically we had to write two poems for a project in English, and we did ofc

I had to do a metaphor poem and a song thing ig??

so I did them and me being depressed made the most depressing shit ever-

but today we got our results back, I got a 19/20 (probably the highest in the class- almost nobody got 90%)

but on the thing my teacher gave me, he wrote

"(real name), very strong prose and figurative language. Haunting content though. if you need to talk to someone, please don't hesitate to ask."

LIKE BRUH-

I only have one poem, but I'll try to remember the second one-

I wrote

when you came to me,

my heart was like a tumor,

wanting to break free.

the beating intensified,

my chest and it were in a brutal fight.

before I was choked and broke by this folk,

I was a bear with no mercy.

but then your pupils looking at me filled my heart with urgency!

Lost & found

am I really crowned?

is my blood only filled with anger?

oh, all my life I was only sinister.

Found them lost

my life is the cost.

if I fall, I'll have no avail.

My heart,

you can tear it apart!

and then my other one that I gave to him (trying to remember)

I'm okay.

that's what i've been told to say.

tears flood the room.

the thoughts will come again soon.

my blanket is like a warm hug

making me forget how alone I am on this rug.

utensils scrape my skin.

I want to start again.

I'll go along with the games they play.

I find now, I'm not okay.

LIKE ERM..............

IM NOT SUICIDAL WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!